its being a while but hello .

so tonight i had a tallk with my friends since i post my depression , anxiety and stress result which is shows that my anxiety was at the extremely severe stage , im shook too guys . but what lead me to write tonight is how depression lay inside those who re seems like not having one .

i had some conversation with one osf my old best pal , she said she get the depression result as the higher and she worried bout it , yea finally she expressing what she feels and shared her stories and yes she trying to overcome it now . she thought that  future doesnt convincing her . but i keep telling her that she already did well .

if you guys know , jonghyun which is one of the shinee members was dead bcs of depression and that makes me  worried bcs most of my friends are suffering it . But jonghyun oppa you did great in your life rest well , you ve done great really really great . Goodbye oppa . rest well . its like a wake up to all of us to be more aware about depression .

but what shook me the most tonight was , my friend who always showing her bright side had being longing for attention from her parent and siblings ,thirst for loves , she suffered a lot  and it hurts me bcs she never shows of said so . its very devastating to know that the most happening person was hurting inside . I just know that she used to have that suicidal thought , to run away from home . To stop being alive . Im so sorry pal , sorry for not acknowledge that you re suffering but alhamdulillah she said that every times she thought of it , she will remember the consequences of that action which is will bring harm and shame to her family and friend and most importanly she will suffered even more if she took that nasty action . as a muslim we shouldnt do that . what im trying so emphasize here that you need to be more aware about your friends , give them more attention and help them . They really need help .


The happiest person might be the saddest person inside . help them , hold their hand lift them up . Thankyouu for helping .
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